Abomination

Am I? Am I really?

That label was given to me

at four and five

Because bad people

did bad things

to me

Not vise versa

But delusion is a hell of a thing

Why embrace such hate

Particularly when

I am the target

Not the perpetrator

of these vile deeds

for which I am blamed

I chose life

I chose to live

I did not choose evil

For this

The unenlightened label me

and all I create they take

I won’t hide

to comfort those

lacking in ethics

integrity

enlightenment

I won’t lie for the sake

of those preying on

the vulnerable and the weak

Hiding their hands

and passing the blame

People claiming love

but won’t even allow children

to grow and play

Denying kids food

Denying kids opportunities

because YOU claim

you can tell they WILL be full of hate

You already are

But your delusion projects

to the targets upon whom you blame

Claiming to know God

But you don’t even understand

God is within your own skin

In every living thing

In the cosmos

In the universe

In the clouds

In the rain

God is everywhere

at all times

Even in the light of day

You try to bury this truth

That’s why the world is in

dark days

But the truth will always be

If you eradicate all who know

The rocks will cry out

and cleanse everything

The separation between God

and human

is metaphysical

There are many paths to restore

the pathway

That allows us to be one

in union

in communion

in enlightenment

In heaven

even if in hell

THIS

IS

THE HOLY GRAIL

The lie that a human

needs other

to know God

It’s manipulation

Mind control tactics

older than anyone knows

but still

so highly effective

It’s abuse of mind

body

soul

of spirituality

But when you know the truth

Then the truth sets you free

I sought the truth always

to keep that connection with me

Torture confuses

and deludes reality

Making it harder

to see the God in ALL

but reverting that vision

to shiny things

THIS IS THE ABOMINATION

THAT CAUSES DESOLATION

THIS IS FALSE REALITY

THIS IS THE DISGUSTING THING

SEATED ON THE THRONE

OF THE MOST HOLY

OF HOLIES

I know who I Am

I always have

I know who I was born to be

I Am She Who Causes To Be

Just as The Most High Instructed Me

The alarm is sounding

for all of God’s people to flee

“GET OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE”

Babylon is falling

Don’t get caught in the debris

The war mongers will attempt

to block out the sun

So they can control and dominate

all things

But the sun has never been

the origin of anything

It’s simply one aspect of light

Truly

The light is within all living

ALL life

is of God

Love, light, Divine things

These are cosmic frequencies

You can’t block those

particle waves

But why would you want to

What agenda do you serve

and what pathway do you claim

I never stopped seeking

what would always align me

My internal compass

is what God bless all life with

Some call it gut feelings

Others instinct

I call it my Due North

Pun intended

I Am Diew

I Do

What is needed

Moment to moment

Each choice becomes

a brick on the road

That leads me back

to the light and love

from where I came

I don’t follow those turning a blind eye

With just a word

their 3rd eye can be opened

but not if they reject it

and send it away

In the beginning was The Word

and there is no end to anything

in this universe

What makes you think

The Word went away

No

The truth of it

Has simply been hidden

But some are born

to see through even that deception

Why would I chose

something that would lead me astray

Even when forced into darkness

and tortured into sickness

My inner compass lights the way

“THERE IS NO GOD”

They screamed as they hurt me

at such a young age

Thinking they could break me

by ripping away my spirit

through undeding trauma and torture

attempting to force me to believe in nothing

Yet they could never understand

“Why does she keep surviving”

YOUR God is not mine

Neither is your way

I don’t believe in YOUR God

But The Most High

That I know

Never lead me astray

Not even when

The detestable things

Dominate with hate

As they tortured

raped

beat

shocked

Did the most inhuman things

“If you’re real then let your God

reveal”

When the power went out

repeatedly

as they beat me

with unbearable pain

My cries were heard

Their evil deterred

and I never forgot

from where I came

They hated me even more

thinking they could wipe out

what I know

But simple minds don’t understand

God is in the DNA

Because their own beliefs

were limited

They wanted all to be as well

The lies of their façade

had to be revealed as fake

Instead of sharing this good news

That The Most High

is with ALL

ALL day

Every day

In every way

In all things

They tried to kill me

and anyone like me

to cover up ALL truth

that would bring a brighter day

Their evil never worked

So they kept torturing

decade after decade

Expanding torture programs

from place to place

“You mean it doesn’t matte the religion”

No

God works in “mysterious” ways

To those who have ears

To those who have eyes

To those who have the heart

To those who have the desire

To those who seek

The Heavenly Flame

However you choose to seek

God

Or universe

Or The Knowing

Or Spiritual things

God reveals to us the way we are

prepared to hear

it could literally be in

infinite ways

“God why did you allow this to happen”

Because the world couldn’t see

any other way

I HAVE A RIGHT TO LIFE

Even if you don’t like

that I was born this way

IN TRUTH

I GIVE 0 F****

What you think

The God in me

still saves me

ALL day every day

:)

No matter what you throw at me

God still lights my inner flame

Even when I use

curse words

and scream

God never leaves

YOUR God abandons

The Most High

Blesses and saves

Do you honestly think

a word is evil

but not the torture

that created such hate

THAT’S YOUR HYPOCRISY

SHINNNING AWAY

Even THIS

is God speaking

But you won’t hear

if you’re looking for proof

of evil

Where Divine is seated

No

Blasphemy is what you embrace

It’s all in the choice

Do you choose righteousness

Which means correct living

Which means doing unto others

Or do you choose anger

bitterness

judgement

vindictiveness

based on evil

expecting all to obey

The God you serve

is as evil as you

That’s why you leave nothing but

destruction in the wake

The Most High

calms the chaos

while you seek to amplify pain

or look the other way

May all receive as they have sewn

Balance the scales

Usher in the new day

So Shall It Be

I Am She

It Is Done