Could YOU Survive Against All Odds?
SHE Diary Installment
He dangled me in front of his enemies
My entire life, from the age of 3
Ones he made by preying
Being evil
Being sadistic
Stealing
Consuming
Then dared them to come after me
Not because he wanted to lose me
Because he loved the thrill of it
Not caring how it affected me
He raised me like this
In plains sight
All day
Every day
My family complicit
Everyone gets tired quickly
NO ONE
HAS EVER BEAT HIM
OR WITHSTOOD HIS PAIN
AGGRESSION
TORTURE
SADISM
Until me
He was absolutely terrified
From the very beginning
There are prophecies about us
My EVIL Twin
He created this dynamic
Trapped me in it my entire existence
Then accused me of being the cause of it
Classic
His friends, enemies, lovers, business associates
All target locked on me
My entire life
To keep me trapped
Beneath him
I was 5 when I realized
How far he would go
To get his way
He’ll destroy the whole planet
He’s already been to space
Decades ago
He took me with him
Has real-estate investments there
Transportation that
People don’t even know exist
You have no idea who he is
He has plans for me
I simply refuse to comply with them
I AM NOT A SLAVE
LOL
Is all I can say
People think I’m delusional
Yet I live in nothing but reality
Every day
Always have
The delusional
Are the ones who can’t see the lie
In front of their face
People project the worst on to me
Because that is how he likes it
He chooses the weakest most preatory
Flying monkeys
The most clueless dummy bats
The most obedient drones
To obey his ever whim
Even when they don’t realize it
Yet these are the ones claiming
I’m so sick, clueless, ignorant, insufficient
Inferior, ugly, unstable, sick
Yet I’m not the one
He can put into that state
It took all this to get me here
Advanced Ai, classified weapons, unlimited funding
Faking his death, deploying teams of operatives
Sending in assassins, maintaining me on watch lists
Labeling me guilty of sexual predation
Keep my family in extreme poverty
Generation after generation
Using predatory politicians to molest and rape me
Selling me to global leaders without an ounce of
Humanity
Doing whatever it takes
To keep me beneath him
Because he is so weak
He can’t stand to have anything in this world
He can’t dominate
Guess what
I’m not afraid
I’m disgusted
He wants me to have no one
Nothing
Not even breath
Unless he grants it
All my life I’ve told him
Kill me then
He’s tried so many times
But couldn’t
The ultimate weakness to him
I’m 47
He still can’t accomplish it
All these decades he spent
Dominating, controlling, torturing, raping
Abusing, crying, begging, abusing, strangling
Breeding me, selling my children
Yet hasn’t broken me
Because he can’t
No one can
I don’t know what to tell you
Other than
I GIVE ZERO FUX WHAT ANYONE THINKS
There is only one other like me
IDGAF what anyone says
I’m going to him
He appreciates life
Is willing to fight for it
He knows what the future can bring
Fights for it
His integrity
Is my frequency
His dedication
Is my strength
His commitment
Is my existence
We are of the same vein
He appreciates consciousness
I belong with him
So Be It
SHE