Forms Of Economic Attacks, Suppression, And Control That I Have Experienced

Danielle Diew
6 min readNov 20, 2021

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Not an exhaustive list because, well, I’m too exhausted to list it all

Black Woman In America

No COVID Relief

No payment of my contract or the return of my redacted credentials

No public assistance, or repeatedly cutting it off unjustly

No Social Security or SSI

No disability insurance, though it was proven the company ran a scam

No permanent housing assistance

No access to adequate medical care

Money repeatedly stolen from multiple bank accounts

No ability to sue when I experience crime

Forced to pay extraordinary amounts of child support and medical coverage when the other parent makes over six figures, his income never taken into account

Never receiving unemployment, or forced to pay it back when I did

Never receiving tax breaks, or assistance for taking care of aging, disabled parent

My medical expenses never being considered, even with receipts, for anything

Never receiving access class action lawsuits when I have been injured by abuse and neglect, even to the extent of disability

Never able to sue for anything

Never receiving justice for crimes committed, but suffering the economic consequences, there are many each year, but all go ignored by authority

Never being able to utilize insurance products that I have paid for

Never being able to invest when the opportunities came

Being forced to obey commands from Case Managers, Social Workers, Lawyers, Police, Judges, Handlers, and those in high places of authority who were either protecting abusers, or hiding their own abuse while violating my rights

Being denied services, housing, aid , support, and public assistance even in the most extreme cases of urgent need, disability, medical emergency, abuse, and loss due to criminal activity

Forced to pay for things at work that were required to perform my job duties, were legally required by law for the company to pay, yet being withheld from me

Refused child support

Accused of cheating child support when an abusive parent lies and forced to endured the economic consequences of penalties

Experiencing economic penalties by local, state, and federal agencies where personnel claimed I “failed to comply” and being ignored when I file appeals

Refused reimbursement of expenses covered by my job, and fit within my job description, was required to perform the job, but withheld due to unethical bosses illegally

Forced to triage my own medical care in extreme medical circumstances

First responders and hospital staff refusing to bill my insurance for medical emergencies, causing me to incur large bills and hits against credit

Student Loans still unforgiven though I am permanently, totally, and fully disabled from serving my country

Being denied EVERY SERVICE, SUPPORT, BENEFIT, AND REWARD for persons who have served this country

Being over charged for utilities, plumbing leaks, electrical problems, and other failures in housing that landlords are responsible for,

Hardship experienced due to attacks against us that go ignored

Forced to provide my own security when being stalked, harassed, and abused

Forced to clean up messes that neighbors create

Repeatedly harassed by local law enforcement and town personnel regarding “stickers” and “permits” incurring fees and fines even during COVID lockdown when the Governor put a stay on such matters

Forced to pay legal fees and court fines for being the victim of crimes, while the perpetrator gets off with no accountability or penalty

Forced to pay for multiple forms of childcare simultaneously because of “falling through cracks” or refused services by personnel

Inheritance stolen or redirected by abusers, repeatedly

Creations, writing, lyrics, poetry, songs, inventions, and intellectual property stolen for decades with no possible form or remedy outside the agencies that claim I don’t exist

Trafficked, genetic material stolen, forced to breed multiple times, children taken, and forced to work for “favors” while my income was stolen, abusers taking every single profit

Being denied food, entry to food pantries, services, or being referred to services that are impossible for me to access rather than ones that I qualify for and can access

Being paid less than co-workers while having more experience and training

Forced to use my own vehicles for work activities

Technology constantly being hacked and disabled or compromised without replacement or remedy, no one ever held accountable

Paying extremely high costs for insurance and utilities

Forced to live in places rather than being able to pick my own places to live, enduring the consequences of dilapidation, power lines causing illness, mold, plumbing leaks, high crime, and assaults from dangerous predators without support or justice

Having to be my own advocate at all times, refused legal representation due to the constant domination and control of abusers

Being denied medical care due to not being believed, dislike for my insurance, or not having insurance causing more severe disability and more time lost from work

Being refused medical care after car accidents

Being accused of insurance fraud for seeking medical care after car accidents, further labeling and stigmatizing me

Being accused of fraud for seeking compensation for damages and injuries after car accidents, further labeling and stigmatizing me

Forced to endure abuse, and racism in every space because there is no protection against it, further causing stress, poor health, missed work days, and eventual total disability

Being scammed and abused by insurance companies, businesses, and financial institutions with no consequence or return of money stolen

Repeatedly being harmed by government shutdowns and political attacks against my race, political party, and disability status, and other marginalized statuses within society

Having to pay large legal fees to protect myself and my children from attacks of abusers, who never experience accountability

Forced to work in dangerous, abusive, inappropriate positions

Being forced to live in dangerous conditions

Having to take time off from work to address racist and abusive behaviors from school staff in order to protect my children

Having to take time off from work to attempt to evade stalkers, rapists, controllers, and abusers

Having to leave homes, jobs, and property behind because of abusers

Being accused of being a criminal and committing crimes because of the reputation of slandering of abusers, being ostracized and losing support as a result

Being prevented from pursuing further education since mine remains redacted

Being prevented from stabilizing or enhancing my life in any way

Being accused of behaviors, conditions, and activities that I am not guilty of further destabilizing housing situations and community relationships

Enduring REPEATED forced isolations

Repeatedly having to start over and over and over and over and over

Being denied life saving support, aid, and services that would easily stabilize me and my family

Being denied birth control, access to abortions, or the ability to control when or with whom I get pregnant

Having to pay abusers because they claim they have been victimized by me in some way

Having to pay out of pocket for things that are legally required to be covered by landlords, contractors, companies, the county, state, or federal government

Having to spend hours fighting racist, violent, xenophobic attacks from the far right that are never held to any level of accountability

Using the little resources I have to help others because society has let other victims down in some way

Being blocked from accessing anything that could earn me my own money, when I manage to outmaneuver stalkers and hackers and gain access, my information is stolen, censored, hacked, or shadow banned

Being shadow banned, muted, censored, and blocked from ad revenue on websites, access to algorithms, even decentralized bitcoin sites

Constantly having to fight hackers though I have no tech background

Being kept from learning skills and gaining access to certain industries that would help me fight attackers, hackers, and injustice

Stigma

No one is ever held accountable. Even talking about these things draws the ire of people who are paid to ensure none of it happens and if it does that people are held accountable. No one cares, yet systemic oppression is still called fake. UN Human Rights The White House Amnesty International Progressive Caucus

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Danielle Diew
Danielle Diew

Written by Danielle Diew

Pandora Whistleblower, Lolita Express, Torture Survivor. Life is a right, fight for equality. Spiritual Warfare. THIS IS MY ONLY SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNT.

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