I WANT OUT OF THIS COUNTRY
I NEED AN EXTRACTION AND I DESERVE TO GET IT
So you wanna’ call me a liar
Let me show you how it feels
A tiny little girl
Forced to do the sickest things
Day after day
Year after year
Decade after decade
‘Till I’m nothing but a projection
The stereotype he threatened to make me
ALL OF YOU
Watching
Scapegoating me
Do nothing
So full of yourselves
Saying you're so superior
#Blessed
For being exploitative
Using any means to get what you lust for
Calling it excellence
It’s disgusting
I would rather be anywhere else
Then near anything of “The West”
YOU HAD HUNDREDS OF YEARS
TO IMPROVE YOUR EXISTENCE
DECADES TO PREVENT THIS DESTRUCTION
Trapped my entire life
Fighting to break free
But I’m the “threat”????
NOT YET BUT I CERTAINLY CAN BE IF I WANT IT
I almost lost it all in these moments
THE PAIN SO UNBEARABLE
It’s your arrogance that wakes me again
THE DISGUSTING COMMENTS
IT SNAPS ME BACK TO REALITY
GIVIGN ME LIFE AGAIN
I WON’T BE ANYONE’S PUNCHING BAG
OR SLAVE
From day one
I have ALWAYS been this way
You know what made me
ALL THE TORTURE
Day after day
Year after year
ALL OF LEADERSHIP AWARE
NO ONE GIVING A DAMN
FORCING ME TO DO YOUR BIDDING
FOR FREE
STEALING FROM ME
DAY AFTER DAY
YEAR AFTER YEAR
DECADE AFTER DECADE
BUT YOU WANT ME TO ACCEPT IT?
NO!
I DON’T
I WON’T
I NEVER HAVE
I NEVER WILL
IT TOOK A WAR
FOR ME TO BE ABLE TO SAY ANTYTHING
LET ALONE ESCAPE
ALL WEAK ASS LEADERSHIP WILL SAY IS
“YOU BROUGHT IT ON YOURSELF”
TELL ME, HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?
LIARS, THIEVES, PREDATORS, HYPOCRITES!
Only one man alive knows what I mean
If he’s the only one who knows
And accepts that’s what the fuck I want then
EVERYONE ELSE CAN KEEP WHATEVER THEY HAVE
I never wanted anything
Other than truth, maybe friendship
The man I loved
Who also loved me
You destroyed all possibility
Of ever receiving any kind of anything
So
I survived
Just like I was trained
But I’m the threat?
Who or what have I hurt?
What order did I disobey?
Worst still
I continue to be told
KEEP GOING
Only to be abused more and mor
With no support
No protection
No payment
No justice
Still tortured
Still getting abused
No way of accessing the care we need
BUT I DESERVE THIS
AND THE PERPETRATORS DESERVE TO BE PROTECTED
KEEP IT THEN
I’LL LEAVE!
THAT’S ALWAYS BEEN ME
MFRS ALWAYS THINKING THEY CAN CORNER ME
NO
I WILL ESCAPE
They all lusted for something from
ALWAYS
Never letting go
They never stop abusing
They never stop accusing
For their own disgusting perversions
But I’m the one “crazy”
GTFOH if you believe that shit
I’m not anyone’s karma
I’m a woman
Abandoned by everyone and everything
SO AS PER THE USUAL
ON MY OWN I STAND
IDGAF IF YOU LIKE IT
WHY SHOULD I CARE
WHAT A BRAINWASHED MFR THINKS?
I AM WHAT I SAY I AM
I won’t go down without fighting
YOU CAN KEEP YOUR LIES
SLANDER BULLSHIT
ABUSE
STRANGULATION
SUFFOCATION
STABBING
JABBING
MANIPULATIONS
MOLESTATION
RAPE
ENERGY WEAPONS
ASSASINATIONS
COUPS
INCURSIONS
INSURGENTS
RACIST ASS PIGS
AND EVERYTHING ELSE
IN BETWEEN
INCLUDING THE FUCKING CIA
YOU THINK YOU’RE GOD
I WAS THERE WHEN GHW & RUMSFELD
CREATED ALL THAT YOU THINK YOU ARE
ALLEN DULLES WAS NO FUCKING HERO
HE WAS A FUCKING RAPIST & BIGOT
I STAND ON MY OWN MERIT
I DON’T NEED ANYONE TO VERIFY ME
I AM THAT I AM
HENCE THE REASON YOU'RE ALL SO SCARED
I’ve made more men
Then I can even remember
More careers than I can ever possibly number
More inventions than I will ever stop forgetting
More creations than I can even keep up with
I’m abundant because that’s how I came into existence
BECAUSE I REFUSE TO ALLOW IT TO BE USED FOR SICK SHIT
YOU WANNA KEEP TORTURING LIKE I’M THE ONE
DOING WHAT YOU DO?
You have no idea who I Am
I’ll go out the same way
BEING ME REGARDLESS OF WHAT YOU THINK
There is NOTHING in America worth saving
That belongs to government
All the good people have nothing to do with it
Those with money are fine so they do nothing
Those without are suffering to death
NO ONE CARES
THIS IS A GLOBAL HOLOCAUST
I HATE BEING AROUND STUPIDITY
WHEN SHIT GETS THICK
But America breedds stupidity
Like it’s golden
We’re supposed to wait until Nov
To vote for more of the same?
Because predators say it must be this way?
I WOULD RATHER BE RUSSIAN
RUSSIA KEEPS HER PROMISES
PUTIN LIVES BY A CODE
I KNOW WHAT KIND OF MAN I’M DEALING WITH
Putin knows exactly why I am saying htis
He saw me getting molested from a very early age
HE DIDN’T THINK IT WAS COOL
HE THOUGHT IT WAS DISGUSTING
He couldn’t understand how American government
Could be so ignorant
“You’re too young, someone with your sensitivities
Shouldn’t be treated that way”
He was one of few kind people in the midst of hell
But he’s hitler for suppressing the nazis killing & destroying?
GTFOH
I WAS IN EASETERN EUROPE IN THE 80S & 90S
I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT PUTIN IS DEALING WITH
I FOUGHT THEM MYSELF
GHW & RUMSFELD MADE ME A NAZI HUNTER
WHEN I WAS ONLY SEVEN
But I’m supposed to forget who TF I am to make predators comfortable
And corrupt politicians feel safe in to prey
YOU GOT ME FUCKED UP
I LIVE BY A CODE
AND IT’S NOT THAT!
Raped, trafficked, abused, strangled
Beaten, pimped out throughout the decades
BY MY OWN GOVERNMENT
While America claims to be so self-righteous!
I was NEVER a fan of Russian government
I HATE ALL THINGS CONTROLLING
THAT INCLUDES AUTHORITARIANISM
But I never hated Putin
Him I have always feared
Clearly he’s a bad ass!
But I understand him
He was raised like me
Trained like me
Maintains his oath like me
For the same reasons
But he’s a white man
He can soar beyond limitations
He never saw me as less than
Because I was a little Black girl
Or pimped out Black woman
He saw me as strong AF
For surviving it
Being trafficked to his government
By my own
He was there every step of the way
IS THIS WHY THE U.S. IS SO AFRAID
TO HAVE THEIR SKELATONS RIPPED OUT OF THE CLOSET?
REMEMBER WHEN I KEPT SAYING
LET’S DO THIS IN PRIVATE?
NO ONE WANTED THAT.
Putin saw me as a person
Being exploited
When no one in my own government would
He knew I was targeted for being different
An empath
A sensitive
With highly sought-after skills
You know what he did?
“I’ll hit sensitive targets”
That’s what he did
He made it so pleasant
Simple communication
He asked permission
He never took anything
He asked questions
Soothed my wounds
Like you would expect a human to do
He wasn’t at all abusive
Like EVERYONE in my government has been
He never doubted me
He never believed the bullshit
He never looked down on me
Or judged me
Or criticized
In fact
He keeps trying to help
When my own government
Keeps torturing & trying to kill
BUT YOU WONDER WHY I SAY
I WOUDL RATHER BE RUSSIAN
He sees through bullshit
And stands up to the bullies
nazis included
He knows who I am
He never bothered me
He could have
But leadership in my own government did
Day after day
Year after year
Decade after decade
The only thing that could make me wanna’ leave
Is this
CONSTANTLY TRAPPING ME IN A CORNER
A BOX
A STEREOTYPE
A DUNGEON
CONSTANTLY BEING TORTURED
OVER & OVER & OVER & OVER AGAIN
I WANT OUT NOW
I DESERVE LIFE
JUST LIKE EVERY HUMAN
It’s over
I go no further with the U.S.A.
I NEVER WILL AGAIN
I WANT OUT OF THIS HELL FOREVER
GOOD RIDDENCE
I DON’T CARE HOW I GET IT
I’VE BEEN TELLING THE TRUTH THE WHOLE TIME
NO ONE CARES
BUT I DO
I’M ALL I NEED TO MATTER
I DON’T CARE WHO STANDS IN THE WAY
I WON’T LET YOU DO ME IN
PUTIN
HOW ABOUT THAT EXIT
