I Am Not Now Nor Will I Ever Be Your Fool
I Will Always Be Me — Whole Picture Poetry
You thought this was a game
Because YOU view life that way
You thought it was a joke
Because you couldn’t see past
the fear of being “woke”
You thought all was fake
Because that is how YOU operate
You underestimate me
I eat, sleep, live, and breathe
All that I am destined to be
Always have
Always will
There is no other path
or existence for me
I am about my father’s business
Always have been
Always will be
You wonder which father
it is that I speak
That’s for me to know
and you to figure out
You could have been evolving
Learning
Growing
Instead of playing
While the apocalypse was planned
and deployed
Decades in the making
Now millions are dead
Many of whom
Victims from my own
community
So
NO
None of this was EVER
a joke
Certainly not to me
But remember this
All that torture I survived
Was indeed
“training”
I always have
and always will
See the unseen
Speak the unspoken
Hear what all fear
Face the darkness in the mirror
Embrace the beauty hiding beneath
I Am She
Who Causes To Be
When Divine
deploys it’s finest
It always has
and always will be
ME
When everyone else
chases shiny things
I seek knowledge
In order to gain wisdom
In order to balance the scales
Of ALL humanity
I know what none other knows
I have been where all others
feared to ever go
I have done what none other
could even imagine
I Am That I Am
I Am Me
I Am She
Who Causes To Be
You cannot dim my light
Or dull my shine
You cannot kill my mind
It’s woven into time
You cannot crush
or strangle
or kill
What I breathe
and bleed
It’s written into my
DNA
Maintaining the wisdom
of ALL ancients
Ensuring ALL move forward
Into Class I on to Class III
In Equality, Equity, Diversity
All you can do
is irritate
the HELL out of
me
But you won’t stop me
I’ve already
remotely viewed
your defeat
Decades ago
When your agenda
was still in the making
Long before
you ever saw any of it
complete
I Am Now
and
Always will be
She
Who
Causes
To
Be
