Je T’aime

Whole Picture Poetry

The greatest offense

Is the implication

That the man who abused me

Gave me my gifts

I am the one

Who taught him

Even as a tiny kid

Why do you think

He was in my face

Because he wanted someone to teach

Please

He had his own family

He could have done that with his own seed

No

His obsession with me

Had more to do with just lust for my body

Dominating and controlling me

It was my mind he was after

It was what he envied

Decades older

Privileged

Elite

It was never enough

The epitome of poverty thinking

Which he scapegoated onto me

He made sure I never had anything

Yet in his mind I had everything

He remained bitter and jealous

Until the end

Claiming me to be his property

Flying monkeys, apologists, and apathetics

Right by his side

The whole step of the way

HOW DISGUSTING

But it’s my humanity in question

EVOLVE ALREADY!

A powerful one indeed

That is what I was born to be

Always have been

Always will be

No one could take me from me

To the tiny man

That kind of power is emasculating

That’s not my problem

It’s your own projection

Deal with your baggage

Like you force me to deal with mine daily

They all knew it would come to this

They spent decades evading

What was inevitably going to be

They could have put that work into healing

Instead

They dove deeper into filth, evil, debauchery

DISGUTING THINGS IN HIGH PLACES

FOLD SO QUICKLY

JUST LIKE ORIGAMI

FLYING THROUGH THE SKY

ON A WINDY DAY

The true definition of weak

But I’m supposed to believe that is me?

I survived your worst decade after decade

With no one and nothing

What does that say for you

And those who support your games

The wives, girlfriends, and mistresses

Thinking I want their man

I’m not looking for them

They are looking for me

I’m not interested in what someone else had

I’m interested in what is owed to me!

No one was aware of how much

I intended to get what was taken from me

No one understood

I was born to pursue justice

It’s the reason I came

No one understood

That even the men oppressing me

Tyrannically

Were terrified of my strength

But one came close

He died too

Afraid

But before he left this plane

He came to me

In the 5D

Expressing much grief

Afraid all he worked for would be undone

Terrified of being seen in the light of day

Exposed for how he treated me

It helps to be

Regretful

Even if only

In the last moments

It eases the suffering

He was with me

Constantly

The last three years

Afraid he wouldn’t get relief

His spirit

Constantly

Calling out to me

For forgiveness

As if I were a ghost

Haunting his peace

I did no such thing

In fact

I suppressed every aspect

Of every memory

I never felt safe

I just kept moving

So they held me in place

Thinking they could force me

To think and move

In certain ways

Like cattle being driven

And horses being bred

I’m not an animal

I am a human

But I see how an animal

Would get confused by such things

Even to recall anything

Of all those dark days

Brings sadness and great pain

I process it

Move through it

Expose it to the light of day

So all will come to know

Heroes always fall

That they taught me in word and deed

When the second one

Abused me publicly

As he drew his last breath

Instead of being repentant

He held to the lies

Slander

Deceit

And thievery

Yet he always wondered

Why I would never be

The sun in his sky

The star of his dreams

He cried about it all my life

Through tantrums over it

Torturing me brutally

Telling me I deserved it

Because I wouldn’t choose him to love

SMH

But it’s my sanity in question

Absolute narcissists

Tyrants obsessed with winning

Greed

I was something to be won

At all cost

Something to be tamed

Dominated

Raped

But never human

They can’t see anything

In any way

Other than

Through destructive dysfunctional lenses

When they realized this

They rearranged the world

To be trapped under a propaganda

Mind control dome

Suffocating and torturing

All who see reality

For that

Forever

They will be deleted from memory

Obliterated from my existence

Nothing more than details

In my testimony

I Am Mine

I always have been

I always will be

Those who are for me

Show me

The proof is in the pudding

I don’t get excuses from them

I just get receipts

Shout out to my homeboys

Loyal

Loving

Supportive

Self-sacrificing

Connected by the struggle

A deep knowing of suffering

Humans recognize humans

We turn from destruction

In the face of vulnerability

Though we fall short at times

We always pick ourselves up

Ready to begin the next day

Clinging to truth

Clinging to reality

Holding firm to who we are

Never giving ourselves over voluntarily

To enslavement

Regardless of what the mind controlled drones say

We know who we are

We won’t let anyone take this from us

It’s the reason we came

My true friends

Are on the same wavelength

Without ever even having to be

In their presence

They speak volumes

Move mountains

Gain movements

Change all things

No apologies needed

They never did anything wrong

So there is never any need

Real peeps real

So even in my darkness

I see, hear, comprehend

The messages they send

Telegraphing forever through all time and space

Drowning out the hate

The evil

The abuse

The tyranny

Love covering over

The dark days

Ushering in the beauty

Swimming in our DNA

No thing can take this away

Why would you want to anyway

One Love is beautiful

It’s the frequency of the God’s

So why turn away

Keep your distorted thinking

I will keep the truth any day

NO MORE

Will we bow down to inferior ways of living

Because of mass delusions

Of conquering and pillaging

DISGUSTING

Those who know the truth

And speak life into the lifeless

Resurrecting what once thrived in abundance

Those are my friends

That’s my family

They know who they are

They follow through

Always

Even against all odds

Against the most extreme suffering

Threats of harm

Murder

Rape

Tyranny

They bide their time

And wait for the opportunity

To communicate

For this reason I am alive today

So why would I question such commitment

Never leaving me waiting

Even if we do have beef

Because someone lied

Manipulated

Deceived

We come through it

Unscathed

Why

Integrity

In the deep

In the streets

In loyalty

In word

In bond

In deed

We hold the line

Never leaving anyone behind

This is how we set ourselves

FREE

NO MORE

Will there be

Tyranny

Against the Diaspora

Here we stand

On our own two feet

Ten toes

Strength activated

In our collective pineal

Super Hu Man

Forever linked

In destiny

For eternity

This is our fate

Entangled cosmic strains

Of hyper energized particle waves

Interlinked in infinity

To fight the fine fight

Of setting all enslaved free

We are we

We are all

We are free

Always have been

Always will be

Humanity allowed

Non humans to dictate

What it means

To be human

The final mistake

That can no longer be undone

Only new

Built upon the ashes

Of what tragedy came

Before we found the way

To improve everything

For everyone

In every way

My people are ALL

When ALL are ALL

ALL will be FREE

This is the finality

Of the world theater

Brought to you by

The sadistic elite

We remain ‘till the end

Because of our commitment

Not only to the cause

But one another

Narcissists commit to no one

And nothing

Other than their selfishness

This is ALWAYS

Their undoing

And our victory!