Like Growth

Danielle Diew
2 min readJul 8, 2023

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Interoception Poem

Evergrowth

How it feels

Embraced and loved

Beautiful gifts

Wonderful bliss

Emotions need

A place to live

A place to thrive

A way to express

A place of freedom

A place for growth

A path of freedom

How it feels

Authentic

Real

Surreal

Complete

Preserve precious moments

They can be fleeting

Feelings

A whole spectrum

Confusing the whole species

Such a basic thing

Yet so complicated

To experience

Complications

Interference

Love needs transparency

It can be strangled in silence

Confusion

Detachment

Snuffs the light

Out of high vibration

Love needs light

Oxygen

Fuel

To thrive

To be realistic

Strategy can either kill it

Or enhance it

Love needs motion

Rather than inertia

Love in motion

Flowing

Oceans

Growing

Emotions

How it feels

Like drowning

On a rollercoaster

Under a river

Where the current’s out of control

The pull of the moon

Swelling the flow

Passion

Overflowing

Controversy kills

What nature gifts

Takes maturity to move with it

How it feels

Like growth

Embrace it

It’s called growing pains

For a reason

Awakening

To feelings

Coming from under my rib cage

Been hiding there for decades

Strangling my knowing

Suffocating

Unfulfilled

Arrested

Imploded

Tears swell again

Feel like a kid again

How did this happen

Too in love to claim it

Too afraid to risk it

I know it

Who wouldn’t be

Look at the control mechanisms

How it feels

Like letting go

Of my own soul

No choice

Must survive it

Emotions

How it feels

Like life is wound up

Under my skin

Like feelings are forcing

Communications I haven’t used in years

Writing again

Like I did in the old days

When guys took my voice

And sang it out into the atmosphere

Pure genius

While I was caged

Burdens

I lived vicariously through them

Emoting

Putting me on display

Putting us on display

Putting love on display

Busting through

My rusted busted state

How it feels

Like a soul cage

Where my life is divided

Into bits and pieces

Many seeing it

Many singing it

Many living it

Many devoted to it

Reminding me of what I’d rather forget

Forcing me to see

All the love I never had

Triggers his words again

They start spinning

Have to reframe them again

It’s draining

Can’t shake it

Can’t unsee it

Can’t fathom it

Can’t touch it

All the love I couldn’t get

Taboo isn’t the word for it

Intangible

Unrealized

Ghostlike

Mythic

How it feels

I got ish

Hope you read this

Make it another hit! 🤘

So Be It

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Danielle Diew
Danielle Diew

Written by Danielle Diew

Pandora Whistleblower, Lolita Express, Torture Survivor. Life is a right, fight for equality. Spiritual Warfare. THIS IS MY ONLY SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNT.

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