Pain Compliance
A torture tactic. My handler used it my entire life, it’s still happening because the system he established is alive and kicking though he isn’t. Beatings, strangulation, rape, interfering with medical care, abuse by proxy, he used any means necessary to force my compliance. But I’m not supposed to talk about it because in the U.S. my life doesn’t matter. If the U.S. had any kind of transparency, oversight, and accountability there would be less torture, better health, and at least some equality. Instead, the U.S. fosters abuse, hatred, and extremism as means of controlling the population. The only people with freedom in the American Plutocracy are the ones the extremists decide are allowed to have it. But I’m not supposed to be upset, angry, vocal, or determined to fight for my life and human rights? Because I am marginalized, I’m supposed to accept abuse? Which one of us is crazy? I don’t accept abuse, I won’t accept abuse, I never have, I’ve just been forced to experience it. That’s not the same thing but when all you know is bias and projections then you never can see the truth, you can only experience your own cognitive dissonance. I face myself so that I don’t have to be trapped by my own mind. The fact that I can see through gaslighting only makes people angry because it makes it harder for them to abuse, I’m not apologizing for that!
