Pay Attention!

Danielle Diew
10 min readJan 17, 2022

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Reality Check Poetry

One DFINITIE sign

Of an unstable mind

Is SEEKING an opportunity

To assault another

In any way

For what ever reason

Imagining they have offended you

Simply by existing

When all they do is live their own life

MINDING THEIR OWN BUSINESS

YET YOU TAKE THAT PERSONNALY

THIS IS CERTAINLY SICK!

Thinking you have the entitlement

To diminish another human being

In any way

For any reason

Because you don’t like that they exist

Or what they have to say

You don’t know how to ignore

What you don’t understand?

You think it’s acceptable to attack

But not to defend?

Did your parents fail to teach you anything?

Did you miss the simplest teachings in kindergarten?

It is most basic

Don’t start with me and I won’t have to end it

You didn’t learn this in junior high or high school?

Social engineering generally forces this adaptation

Yet here you are

Putting YOUR arrested development on full display

Claiming I am the one who somehow

Has offended you

Your life

Your existence

I don’t even know your name!

Or anything about you

Or anything you could possibly think

The thoughts swimming in YOUR head

About me causing YOU to behave like an ill raised kid

HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME

THEY ARE YOUR OWN PROJECTIONS!

But an unstable mind

Will never grasp this

What does my life have to do with you?

YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME

I DON’T KNOW YOU

SO IF YOU DON’T LIKE WHAT I SAY

WHY ARE YOU ON MY PAGE

CONSUMING MY WRITING

ASSUMING YOU UNDERSTAND ANYTHING?

What does my life have to do with you?

NOTHING!

That’s why I don’t know you

I never have and I never will

The people that I know

The people I choose to associate with

Have the kind of mind

That can grasp what I have to say

Unfortunately for you

That requires a certain level of intelligence

I have no desire to seek your attention

My purpose is to expose abuses

In or out of government

Why on earth does that cause offense?

If you yourself are innocent of such sins?

You don’t interest me

So you will not draw my attention

Other than to check your obscenity's

Bullying, and OBVIOUS obnoxiousness

There is no need for me to even know that you exist

There never has been and there never will be

Is that truly what your problem is?

You don’t like be relegated to a position

Of nothingness?

Projections and cognitive dissonance

Are two of the strongest self delusion tactics

That affect every human at some point

In some way

Yet the least enlightened experience it

In the MOST unstable waves

Regardless of their standing in society

People think title or rank

Means that you are somehow “superior”

Particularly if somehow you can take something

From someone else through bullying

SMH

Even if it’s simply attention

SMH

Classic symptoms of narcissism

Thinking my life is about you

What a ridiculous notion

THAT is a personality disorder

You can find many listed in the DSM

But then again

You’re not a reader

So you wouldn’t be able to ever grasp

The most basic aspects of it

Regardless of what masses believe

Fame and fortune don’t make you a superior being

Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, myriad prophets

Throughout history

Had no such things

Their blessings came in the way

Of spiritual enlightenment

These abilities exist inside all DNA

Don’t hate if you failed to unlock your own

Or because apparently you have arrested development

In multiple ways

Stick to YOUR own path

Or at the VERY least

Getting on the path to finding it

Then you won’t be reduced to animalistic behaviors

Like cyber bullying with verbal garbage

The very teachings people claim

Make them “superior beings”

Are generally the ones they themselves fail to understand

If you choose to follow teachings of a lesser man

Then you reap what you have sewn

Sickness, sadness, i.e., TOXIC MESS

I am not your problem

What you need to do is go within

Utilize an enema

Get your own conflicts flowing

So you can stop projecting

But that takes work though

Doesn’t it

You find others threatening

Because of their “beliefs”

You’re behaving like a toddler

That doesn’t mean I will stalk you for it

SMDH

The very same teachings people claim to believe

Are generally the same ones they fail to grasp

Let alone read

Therefore how could you possibly comprehend

The very teachings people claim

As their own blessings

Are usually the very teachings they fail to recognize

When they are presented

Directly, plainly stated, in the face

On a regular basis

Instead of going within

They project

Attack what reveals the truth of their ignorance

SMH

This is why you continue to see nothing

Other than their own distorted projections

THAT’S NOT MY PROBLEM!

KEEP IT MOVING!

Get help FOR YOURSELF to find out why

You fail to comprehend the most basic aspect of human thinking

The simplest of human lessons

The most basic requirements of adult living

The very ideals that separate humans from animals

The very things that actually make us human

Is sentience

An expanded consciousness

Yet the most animalistic fear this

THAT’S NOT MY PROBLEM

If you are afraid to grow in consciousness

KEEP SCROLLING!

KEEP IT MOVING!

Instead

You stay in your own head

Telling yourself you are entitled to attack

But not deserving of resistance

Dehumanizing others

Because they are different

Or more informed

Or more aware

Or more well read

Or better educated

Or better with human analysis

Or better with interoception

Or targets of predation

Or just better at rejecting bullsh**

Bullying in and of itself

Where unprovoked and wholly unsolicited

Is about as low as any organism can go

Yet so much of this occurs every second

Because the same people worshiped

For being famous and having money

Are the very same people quashing information

Intel

Manipulating reality

In order to keep people confused

Delusional

Enslaved

Ignorant

Just like the position you find yourself in

Don’t get angry at others for having the intelligence

Strength and courage

To rise above such positions

Look inside yourself and find out why you can’t!

Thinking you are the standard for which

Humanity should be measured

Is incredibly sick

Again

Check the DSM

Yet

You can’t even push past your own fears

In order to see truth

That has ALWAYS existed

Because that would mean admitting

Your own fallibility

Your own vulnerability

Your own shortcomings

Would be revealed and

YOU CAN’T HANDLE IT!

You’re terrified to look inside yourself

To understand what you are

To know WHO you are

To grasp how your thinking

Becomes your intentions

Becomes your interactions

No one is responsible for these outcomes

Unless someone is hold a gun to your head

But that’s not the case now is it?

YOU are fearful of yourself

So you would rather attempt

To bully others to deflect

In order to hide your own shortcomings?

SICK!

Again

Refer to the DSM

SMH

What you think

What you truly believe

Is your own issue

It has NOTHING to do with me!

But then again

Accepting reality

Would require admitting

You aren’t the “superior” person

You so desire to be

You call me derogatory names

Go out of your way

To say condescending things

Because you think

I’m easy prey

You have tells written all over the face

Of your insecurities

That’s why you attempt to attack me

Thinking you will silence me

Childish games

Big mistake

I never played little league

You’re mind never left that stage

I wonder what you think Tradecraft means?

Or did you fail to research anything

Specifically

It means expert human analysis

I’ll break it down further

I’m an expert in human behavior

I don’t need to know you

To know your weaknesses

I don’t need to see you or speak to you

To understand what you are thinking

Fearing

Searching for

Revealing

It takes several seconds

For a person to show their most inner being

Without even knowing

99.99% of the population

Is NEVER allowed to learn such highly classified teachings

Often because they are incapable of knowing themselves

That makes them easy pickings

For the trained eye and mind to see through clearly

The whole process escapes them

Hence the anger you feel

You are aware that there is more going on here

Than your brain can comprehend

So I’m sure YOU ARE SORRY!

That’s generally where such behavior ends

YOU

Seek me out to direct negative attention

In a clearly predatory way

Just dying to get some attention

Well you got it now

Are you happy?

How does it feel

You just had to become something of an @ mention

SMH

Yet I am the one you claim to be

Attention seeking

Due to mental instability

As if YOU have something I’m interested in

As people who know me

Oh

That’s right

YOU CAN’T!

Quick question

If I were the mentally unstable person you claim I am

Why is that a reason to assault so offensively?

(Eyebrow raised)

Insane

Uninformed

Unenlightened

Attach the meaning wherever it fits

If you can!

Because I assure you

I will never GAF what YOU think!

I am the one YOU seek

I have no desire for YOUR attention

You’re just a fly on my screen

I wouldn’t waste time searching

Have I looked at YOUR page?

Do I know YOUR name?

Do I know anything about you?

Do I know anything that YOU think?

I wouldn’t know you existed

If you didn’t stalk my existence

So who truly is the unstable one in this engagement?

I’m living my life

Minding my business

Affecting the world in positive ways

Changing life with the power of my protest

Attracting what I need through information release

Rearranging the hamstrung with simple truth

Like the proverb says it makes you free

Using my brain in ways that elevate human consciousness

So I can see why for you that is confusing

I’m putting thoughts in writing

That pave the way for positive change

Doing it all with low tech

No back up

No funding

No enhancements

Garnering the attention of Ai

As well as those critically placed

In the highest leadership positions

Those who actually have an impact on something

Those who are poised to do something creative

Extensive

Positive

YOU don’t register in my mind

Not even enough to be forgotten

You were never known

So why bother trying to get my attention?

If the most powerful men in existence couldn’t stop me

WTF makes you think you can?

Particularly when they are the ones who trained me

To be as I am

LOL!

SMH

So here I am

Doing what I KNOW how to do

Because it is how I was educated and trained

Turning it into word play

Because it confuses the lesser drones

Making art of it

Because I get sick and tired of the slow growth

I need to entertain and entrain myself some way

So

I create art, puzzles, and word play

This makes unstable minds uncomfortable

SO KEEP SCROLLING!

You feel ashamed about your lack of growth

But that won’t slow me down

So keep it moving

Because you don’t understand

The level of communication

That I express without strain

I’m not required to be someone else

To mute myself

To bow down to

Give in to

Anything

Let alone censorship

Because you don’t like the fact that my existence

Highlights your inferiority and shortcomings

KEEP SCROLLING!

Why are you trying to invade my space?

YOUR delusional life is not my problem

YOU need to let that sink in thoroughly!

Yet YOU seem to think

That my uniqueness

My strength

My courage

My intelligence gives you an excuse

To abuse in some way

Publicly

In plain sight

In the oddest of ways

SMH!

If were were face to face

You wouldn’t say a damn thing!

Spending so much time and effort

On someone you don’t even know

Someone you can’t even comprehend

Yet you fail to realize

This makes YOU look like a deviant!

If you are offended by my writing

KEEP SCROLLING!

If you aren’t a pedophile, a rapist, domestic abuser

Or a handler who has stolen my money

An abuser of authority or an insurgent

Or in support of any one of them

Then nothing I say affects you

SO WHY ARE YOU SO ANGRY THEN?

Again

YOU LOOK SUSPECT!

Taking time out of your day

To stalk my page

To write viscous, abusive, demeaning things

You show yourself to be

The non-thinking

Non-human

You pretend that I am

SMH

Thanks for proving my point for me

You people always do

That’s what delusion is

That’s what abuse is

The inability to resist

Your own toxic impulses

Regardless of how ignorant and sick

The behavior is

Regardless of how it demonstrates

Your own instability and deviance

Regardless of how arrogant it is

You can’t stop

You can’t think

You certainly have proven

You can’t navigate your own brain

Let alone your own thinking

Or your own internal struggles with YOUR OWN existence

You can’t find your way through your own internal mental conflict

So you attempt to make it my problem

SMH

Big mistake

When you come for me or mine

I said it before and I’ll say it again

I most certainly will use any and everything I know

To defend

You can’t keep yourself from doing something toxic

Because your main weakness is impulse control

So you inflict your ignorance onto my writing

In a failed attempt to make yourself relevant

Because for you

There is nothing else!

KEEP SCROLLING!

GOOD RIDDENCE!

p.s. UN Human Rights UN Women Congressional Black Caucus Progressive Caucus Amnesty International Library of Congress Nat Geo Explorers TIME

World Health Organization CDC Flu The White House

If human rights and human life were actually protected in America, such abuses wouldn’t be the norm. There is no rule of law, no protection for the most marginalized, and no consequence for abuse at any level. There is no support for those who are abused, and no path forward to institute change. The targets are forced to deal with the consequences while the predatory continue to be incentivized to continue their predation. Leadership has done NOTHING to address any of it yet we are suffering and dying in mass in the apocalypse in the world’s wealthiest and most powerful nation while all the world’s resources are hoarded within the top 3%. There is no planet B, so what is the plan? The U.S. has a COOP so why hasn’t it been implemented???

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Danielle Diew
Danielle Diew

Written by Danielle Diew

Pandora Whistleblower, Lolita Express, Torture Survivor. Life is a right, fight for equality. Spiritual Warfare. THIS IS MY ONLY SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNT.

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