Rewriting The Narrative Isn’t Always What You Think
The man who abused me was a master of rewriting the narrative. That’s why he made the big bucks, to take any scenario and make it appear how he wanted. It was disgusting most of the time! Usually, it was just wealthy, entitled, elite men doing heinous things and him using us to cover it up. They called it “cleaning” and EVERYONE used his services. As long as anyone could afford it, he never turned anyone down. If it was a scenario where I knew it would interfere with my ethics he literally put a gun to my temple, mouth, forehead, the back of my head, or just sat across from me pointing it at my chest. I grew up watching him kill people my entire life, if he pulled his gun that would require “clean up” which exposes him, he generally cleaned the cleaners. I learned at a very early age that if he pulled his gun he intended to use it. There was almost always a silencer and he usually wore thick, black, leather gloves to stave off GNR. He never got caught, at anything, ever. When he pulled his gun, he intended to get what he wanted.
When you get shot directly in a critical area with an effective enough weapon, there’s no sound just instant death. I was around six or seven the first time I saw him do it. He engulfed me in his criminal life and forced me to learn every aspect of his trade. It was so difficult to stomach that the trauma of it constantly overwhelmed me. The worst part is that he was the only one allowed to comfort me, and you can assume you understand how he did that. This is the prison he Trapped me into at the age of four, and I’ve been fighting to survive since then. All the while suffering the consequences for his crimes, with very little to no support. “You have to grow thicker skin” he used to tell me, all of the time. He didn’t think that he should stop harming me, he believed that I should learn to accept it.
The level of absolute insanity I have been forced to live is unfathomable, how can this escape the notice of so-called “superior” people? A “superior” society? A ‘superior” civilization? How? Why am I the one labeled “unstable” for calling attention to it and demanding accountability? Yet no one says a word to the offenders.
Nothing about what he did to my life is normal, excusable, or acceptable for a healthy mind. None of it. There is no scenario where anything that he did can become an “alternative fact” or an “alternative scenario”, sure the narrative continues to be rewritten but at some point, lucidity must kick in. If you can’t see the extremism of these behaviors, then you yourself are the unstable one. Why aren’t YOU focused on your own mental health???
