Same Old Cycles On Repeat

Because people fear change

Danielle Diew
17 min readNov 17, 2021

Can you imagine being so arrogant

that you believe

through every fiber of your being

That all you have to do

is be born into

a particular race

or culture

or religion

and that means

you have the right

to do as you please

Dominating everything

This is clearly brainwashed cult thinking

Mass delusion

It’s clearly mental illness

in the extreme

“We have to use their tools

to break the spell”

My handlers used to say

“You understand what others don’t

HELP ME HELP THEM!”

THEY are the ones

with the inappropriate anger

How was it EVER my responsibility

to cure all evil

alone

enduring the sickest torture

and suffering

I was just a baby

born to live my own destiny

Yet when I talk about the dehumanization

and human rights violations

I am still enduring

after all these decades

All I get is the

“Angry Black woman” label

stigmatizing me unreasonably

Of course I am angry

As well I should be

To not be

under such circumstances

is illness

Not evidence of superiority

Nature is brilliant

Anger is an emotion that exists

To protect us

To keep us living and thriving

It’s a warning signal to reveal

There is a threat occurring

Irrational anger is misdirected

Righteous anger happens when you have been

aggrieved most egregiously

Wouldn’t you be angry

Why do you expect me not to be

You don’t define me

That is why you believe me to be

behaving inappropriately

What is inappropriate

is what continues to be done to me

If I weren’t angry

I would be very sick

But I’m not

I set myself free

If you don’t get angry

Over such detestable things

You reveal your lack of EIQ

in every way

You don’t even understand

basic emotions

let alone how to utilize them

intelligently

Yet you feel you have the right

to judge and subjugate me

You get angry

violent

extreme

Simply because

I tell the truth

But this you say is righteous

While I am behaving inappropriately?

WTF

Wake up

You are obviously dreaming

You rob

steal

kill

destroy

All to hide the fact

that you are spiritually impotent

Morally bankrupt

and have to co-opt

and appropriate

everything to be viewed

in a particular way

This is how you attempt

to feel powerful

Yet you still can’t grasp

that your process is fallacy

You still don’t grasp the fact

that this is the opposite

of superiority

When others see

the truth through the veil

and attempt to break free

You attack

You silence

You mute

You censor

Thinking you can oppress

anything into oblivion

The fact that you have a desire

to do any of it at all

reveals everything that you obviously

yourself can’t see

This is the epitome

of white supremacy

False doctrine

False religion

False idolatry

Co-opting

Appropriating

Fakeness

False everything

But I am “mentally unstable”

for refusing to submit to such instability?

Sick in every way!

To suppress what must be revealed

To claim it came from you

and you don’t even understand

If I fail to communicate

the rocks would cry out

You cannot control or dominate

Divine Things

A superior being doesn’t become such

by taking

Claiming to be

the originator

of others creations

essence

and being

This is nothing more than

mimicry

We are all born equal

With the same abilities

What you do with them determines

What you produce naturally

and spiritually

Not financially

In nature there is no such thing as money

My handlers literally invented

entire programs

just to subdue me

Money was the only thing they could use

to deter me

“How do you catch an Angel

You have to catch her where she fell

This is how you control everything”

These are their beliefs

Instead of attempting to gain the

metaphysical knowledge

They took everything literally

This is why they continue to make

The same ignorant mistakes

We’re ALL Angels

Some of us just know how

to use the energy in positive ways

Others choose dark things

Some are blind and can’t see

But can still be released

and rise

Yet others block the way

Some are incapable

because they continue to fear change

Some are incapable

because they love dark things

Regardless of where you are

on The Path of life

It’s all leading to

The same place

Regardless of the infinite options

pathways, levels, and perspectives

If you sacrifice what doesn’t create harmony

You can expand your consciousness

and rise to higher frequency

If you embrace what is disharmony

you remain trapped in your

self-made prison

Projecting pain

hurt

suffering

Solomon’s Ring

Is simply the instructions to

manipulation and brainwashing

It’s not magical

or mystical

or superior

or Divine in any way

It’s the domination and control

of other

A xenophobic manuscript

Even Solomon had to learn that

the hard way

This is what happens when

You rob, steal, and kill

To take what belongs elsewhere

Not understanding anything

Thinking you know the way

Chaos is all you create

Entrenching humanity

in dark days

Everyone

ALL living things

Have a purpose

A piece of GOD’s puzzle

To destroy is to attack

THE MOST HIGH

Obviously, that is not the way

Those in the know

saw this coming

eons before you were ever even

created in 3D

Contingencies exist

They always have

They always will

The Watchers and Keepers of Time

Always know the way

This knowledge will 4 Eva’ remain

It shall NEVER go away

It was created WITH and IN time and space

The perfect weapon

to combat the super hate wave

That destroys life like cancer

Eating away at light and truth

Pretending to be the light of day

Now which pathway

looks inferior

I’ll tell you

It’s the one that leads to

hordes of grown men

and women

so terrified of a generation of children

they spent decade after decade

billion after billion

anticipating their births

and creating chaos

in their families

Using torture and rape

Drugs and wars

All in the attempt to stop us

From releasing the light of truth

To set captives free

From Gen X

To this very day

We have been held at bay

But no more

We were born to usher in

A New Way

So We Are

So We Shall

So We Do

You cannot stop the quantum phase

Generations before my arrival

my handlers were hunting me

Thinking I was someone I am not

They learned the hard way

“We went too far

We messed up things

We need you to stay behind

To clean up the mess we made”

But they are so sick

That even when attempting to fix it

They still control and dominate

Toxicity on full display

They can’t take the pain

Of knowing they are guilty

Of all this global suffering

Well

You wanted me to “stay behind

and clean up”

Correct

Since you act like children

I will be the mother you never had

I AM SHOWING YOU WHAT YOU DID WRONG

AND DEMANDING THAT YOU PUT 4th EFFORT

TO CLEAN YOUR OWN MESS

THIS is called

ACCOUNTABILITY

Stop the lies

Manipulations

Brainwashing

Deceit

All to prevent the world

from seeing

reality

Sick and sad

It must be healed

Or purged from humanity

Pick one

The choice is yours

But there will be no other way

Worse still

There are those

WHO KNOW THE TRUTH

Yet still choose

Brainwashing

Xenophobia

and the conscious misleading

of all humanity

THIS CANNOT NOR WILL IT EVER REMAIN

It never has

Though you people keep on trying

The Cosmos knows

The Cosmos sees

Cosmic is Quantum is Akashic

is Divinity

Literally speaking

this is spirituality

5 Dimensions

Operating in plain sight

But you can’t grasp it

until you release dogma

old paradigms

and embrace waking

to a new pathway

Expanding the consciousness

is nothing to fear

It is literally the path to freedom

what ALL humanity needs

This system was created during

the singularity

The birthing of a new cosmic order

When the super super massive blackhole

opens up

Birthing into existence ALL life

The wormhole shakes and gesticulates

Pushing ALL life through the whitehole

on the polar opposite end

Every universe is created the same way

Every resetting of every cosmic generation

happens according to the cosmic time clock

THIS is natural order and there are always

Those born who can see

hear

understand

and point the way

to raising vibrations

frequencies

and conscious expansion

So that humanity does not stagnate

In stagnation is petrification

In petrification is putrefaction

this leads to death

That is pure evil when done with intention

Humankind was created to live

Thrive

To embrace new waves

4 Eva’ & Eva’

Without interruption

THIS is Cosmic Order

THIS is the Highest Order

THIS is the natural order

But you won’t understand such things

if you don’t have a heart

pointed toward its perfection

and righteous ways

It requires work

and sacrifice

It requires conscious evolution

It requires conscious co-creation

It has nothing to do with material things

That’s why ALL sacred writings

warn against such living

It’s a distraction from what is required

to truly live and consciously co-create

Money cannot buy consciousness expansion

Take a look at Hollywood

Is this what’s on display?

Take a look at Silicon Valley

Has their “superior tech” made them the saviors

the world promised they would be?

They won’t even use the money they make

from exploiting humanity

to feed those they need

to keep their own system going

Parasitic living is in no way natural

or superior

Or benefiting humanity

Or in any way resembling Divine Energy in any way

What is

Is what was

And will always be

If you understood time

you would know

it does not behave linearly

It’s more like a

multidimensional figure 8

In other words, infinity

To understand the frequencies

Requires tuning your mind, body, and soul

To each wave

An activated pineal is what you need

“If we can’t do it no one will

We’ll take it from you

We’ll kill you all

A pandemic is all that’s needed”

That’s what my handlers told me

in 1983

Shortly before they realized

THEY WOULD DESTROY EVERYTHING

“We messed up

We need you to help us fix it”

Pandora’s Box was the only solution

I helped weave that web

It’s my matrix

You honestly think you can stop me?

It was created to stop you from destroying everything

If you were not on the path of destruction

It would NEVER impact you!

They were the smartest, most powerful men

in the world

But when they needed someone

THEY CAME TO ME

I was just a baby

I’m a grown woman now

So, if you are trying to stop me

You should be terrified

I came to be exactly who I Am

They were ALWAYS in awe of me

WHO ARE YOU?

I DON’T EVEN KNOW YOUR NAME!

I understood aspects of nature

as a baby that the most advanced minds

and technology

Still can’t see

THEY LITERALLY WORSHIPED ME

But we all know what happens

when sick men participate in

idolatry

Nothing but debauchery

That’s why sacred texts always warn against

such things

They drank me

daily

nightly

All day every day

In every way

Literally and figuratively

Just sick in every way

They brought me treasures

offerings

gifts

“This is my sacrifice

will you show me what you see

I want to be set free

I want to know Divine things”

THEY ALL DID THIS

But only two men were innocent

Remember this!

“You shall never touch

the disgusting things

Separate from the world

you must always remain

We will protect

and support you

Ask and you shall receive”

THIS is how they raised me

Obviously, I felt suffocated

And constantly tried to break free

“You can’t leave

We are entangled

In a Gordian Knot we all came”

That doesn’t mean I should have EVER

have been subjected underneath anybody

“If you leave it all falls apart”

You shouldn’t have tried to dominate

what was always meant to be free

People don’t even know

the men they worship

or the aspect of their community

that supports their insanity

People don’t even realize

they are living behind

THEIR smokescreen

All because they were too ashamed

to tell the world the truth

and admit they were wrong

and admit there is a better way

They wouldn’t allow the truth

until they died

and all were subjected to

the hate machine they created

“If I ever lose faith in you

Then it’s all over

Because there will be nothing left

that anyone can do”

They push everything to the limit

To them it’s thrilling

They placed the burdens

of the mess they created

on my shoulders

“But you are strong

You can heal

You can see”

Excusing their sick behaviors

Taking ancient text literally

Instead of metaphysically

Corrupting spiritual knowledge

Holding true science

and conscious evolution hostage

Along with me

I’m literally revealing everything

THE BIG CON

so EVERY HUMAN

can BE FREE

“You will know my people by their fruits”

also

“You will know the truth and the truth will

make you free”

So it has always been

So it will always be

When the Most High God’s Word is sent 4th

It does not return incomplete

This isn’t magic

It’s physics at the quantum level

Quantum is Cosmic is Akashic is Spirituality

That’s clear symmetry across 4 dimensions

But that is only the beginning

This is the definition of Super Strings

It’s literally my inner vision

Ancients call it the Eye in I

I call it mind’s eye

Masses call it the 3rd eye

Whatever you call it

Know that it is true science

All the men and women

in control have always been terrified

of this truth

Yet at the same time obsessed

with those it comes through

But also in great awe

hence the reason

NONE could ever let go

of me

or my seed

But these men are sick

They have no balance

They have no wisdom

They have no self-control

They are full of sickness

and addiction

and these are the aspects

of self

they feed

Of course they screwed up

Of course they created chaos

and greed

Of course they abused and misused

This is ultimately all they know

and are completely incapable

of producing other energy

frequencies

or wavelengths

They were ALL

terrified of losing me

They were ALL

terrified of being rejected

and having light shined

on their inferiority

The complex they self-create

consciously and unconsciously

Day after day

Decade after decade

Century after century

Millennia after millennia

It’s all a reflection of their inner selves

Selfish, abusive, insecure, greedy

genocidal, chaotic mess

“It’s not so easy for us

Danielle

HELP US”

They ALWAYS said

Does that sound like superiority?

NO

Not in any way

It’s clearly the recognized

inadequacy

Of the most powerful men

in the world

waiting for someone

THEY THEMSELVES VIEWED

AS A DIVINE BEING

To clean up the mess they made

Am I?

WE ALL ARE

Had they been capable of honest

true self reflection

They would have seen these aspects

in themselves

But that would require

understanding emotions

They very thing they don’t get

They see it as weakness

Of no value

Those with a full spectrum

unworthy of respect

All are capable

of reflecting light

love

strength

positivity

But they are afraid

Most of all

of their own inner demons

They consciously and unconsciously

amplify this

and pollute EVERYTHING

Running away

refusing to acknowledge it

Thinking their technology would be the cure

to hide their deceit

It merely amplified their toxicity

more and more

What else could happen

You are what you create

Yet this they could never see

I am no different than any other human

I simply put energy where it needs to be

For this the cosmos returns that same

energy back to me

particularly when it’s most needed

THIS is how the 3D matrix works

But this cosmos is made up of

infinite dimensions

You have to dig deep

It’s physics in the form of blessings

Honestly the two are one and the same

Much like beauty

GOD is in the eye of the beholder

This is why no one can tell another

Who and what God is

Or how God speaks

We are ALL unique expressions of God

We ARE what God “spoke” into

being at the beginning of creation

We are all precious

THIS all must see

The more we grow in consciousness

The more we over stand

experience

glean

Choking off this awareness

creates deadly cancer

it destroys its own living being

Humanity forgets that nature is life

and we are ALL symbiotic

on ALL living things

Attacking your own vessel

Is the ultimate expression of sickness

So this toxicity requires healing

I knew this at 3

4

5

6,7,8

They couldn’t understand what I could see

So yes, they wanted me to help them

I did what I could, but they were arrested

developmentally

The world suffers to this day

Still their tentacles are blocking out truth

As Mother Earth is burning

I was just a kid, and I knew better

As did so many in my generation

We all tried to speak

They attacked us like mutants

Many of us died or lost our vision

along the way

WE MUST NEVER FORGET THOSE LOST

IN THE CONSCIOUSNESS HOLOCAUST

ALL HAVE VALUE WITH THE MOST HIGH

ALL HAVE A PLACE

When I grew up

they feared losing control

“I can’t lose you”

Is all I was ever told

“I’ll die without you”

ALL of them always say

“I need you”

even the ones who claim to hate

Even the ones

who were the oldest

and most powerful

“I love you”

they believed

Instead of looking within

to address their own wounds

They constantly looked outside themselves

and even told themselves

I am everything they need

When I refused

repeatedly

They grew darker, colder, deployed more torture

“I can’t let you get free” they all told me

“I’ll control your movements

You will never leave”

They all said

Here I am today

Still fighting to break from the grip

of their sick insanity

As the world watches on

Doing absolutely nothing

Such weakness in vessels of men

and women

Claiming to be so much better

than everyone and everything

If it weren’t for my enlightened friends

Supporting me behind the scenes

Ensuring I never lose the real me or

my inner vision

I would have left a long time ago

Giving up on a lost humanity

They even blamed me for their twisted thinking

Creating technology

Systems

Simulations

and new forms of currency

Just to force me to feed

them

thinking THIS would cure

their sickness

even making me bleed

Attacking, breeding, stealing my progeny

These people still sacrifice to idols

as if we live in 10,000BC

They are doing the same old things

Terrified of change

“There is power in rituals” they say

Rituals are for those with no

elevated consciousness

Not for those who evolve beyond

such limitations

I was a new shiny toy to them

but because of their ritualistic thinking

I became their addiction

Long before there was mass production

of cocaine and opioids

poured into the masses across the globe

These men fed their hunger and thirst

to quench what spiritual knowledge

could easily fix

But they couldn’t grasp it

Twisted by lust, pedophilia, and incest

even bestiality

They could only see how to feed

their sick needs

To them I was the answer to everything

“It’s our body that’s broken

we’ll make new ones”

they proclaimed

Always trying to escape Karma

Always trying to escape fate

With every step they took

They only ever amplified chaos and hate

Never able to grasp that truth

NO

It’s YOU'RE thinking you must fix

YOU CAN’T LIVE OFF OF MY LIFE ENERGY

This vampiric way of living

only keeps us all stuck in the figure 8 matrix

Nor can you live off of anyone else’s life force

This is the epitome of abomination

Yet this was the label given to me

SMH

This is primitive thinking

If you want to grow beyond limitation

You have to stop lying

Stealing

Abusing

Obsessing

Manipulating

Claiming to be the

Most High GOD

The creator of ALL things

Claiming all belongs to you

Covering for evil

Claiming superiority

You must go deep within

Put work into yourself

Put energy into expanding

your own consciousness

with honesty and integrity

pure intentions of gaining

spiritual knowledge

setting your own mind free

“I CAN’T”

they always said

THIS IS THE ORIGIN OF A VICTIM MENTALITY

Yet they scapegoat their targets

Who remain with the blame

The epitome of brainwashing

It’s a propagandized scam

That’s why they are imprisoned

by their own thinking

And project that “poverty mindset”

onto the most vulnerable in society

I’m not the only one living the

consequences of their insecurity

and dysfunctional thinking

The whole world is caught up

in their false matrix simulation

Confused about what’s real

What isn’t

What’s true

What’s fake

All because the most powerful

all fell for the

okey-doke

Mistaking their ego

4 Divine Expression

Now progeny are at a loss

to do anything healthy

Toxicity breeds toxicity

But when the toxicity is you

Most won’t admit this

so the sickness grows

and remains

Much like the current pandemic

That is now endemic

It’s only one of many

Look at sexual assault

and domestic violence

statistics

They are super pandemics

That became endemic

Because abusers keep lying

And the masses embrace the fake

Claiming the awakened are to blame

We all have our own path

You cannot stop one on

their own highest destiny

THIS is the ultimate blasphemy

AS WE ARE ALL DIVINE BEINGS

You should be embracing the awakened

Then there would be nothing endemic

But you just can’t accept this

The world remains

in this toxic infinity matrix

Repeating this same cycle

Without interruption

Because the most arrested

developmentally

Keep violently taking the reigns

to ensure they maintain control

and dictate how ALL will see everything

But obviously these people are sick

and can solve nothing

They simply perpetuate

the same toxic states

Money has never been the answer

to anything

It’s ALWAYS been the mechanism

that greedy

lustful and genocidal

megalomaniacal bigots use to suppress

and oppress

Creating lack

impoverishment

scarcity

For clarification

The men who enslaved me

did so to trap me

To steal from me

even my genes

Not because they thought

I was an inferior breed

But because the world sees me that way

and they wanted to exploit this

vulnerability

They wanted to be the ones

to control everything

Even the spirituality that flows through me

How arrogant

How toxic

How sick

It’s their reality

Their lust and greed

ruined even their own plans

Because they are the definition

of toxicity

“Help me!”

They ALL say

even until their last breath

or down to their last penny

What’s more sad is that

I always did help

They were just SO toxic

they could never see

Always just outside their reach

Perhaps they are the ones carrying a curse

One of their own unconscious or conscious

creating

I don’t have material things

But I am more than abundant

in spiritual blessings

If today I drew my last breath

I would NEVER have to worry

if I ever did the correct thing

How many have that kind of confidence

How many have that kind of clarity

How many have that kind dignity and self-respect

integrity

How many have walked the path

regardless of how difficult

And still remain blessed

Ensuring that this is the precise thing

you intended to manifest

In spite of everything

I clean up Karma as I go

This is what it means to be awakened

If you mess it up

Clean it up

It’s not rocket science

It’s the path of the “woke”

No wonder you fear it

It requires you to be accountable

for yourself, your actions, your thinking

The planet suffers for those who turn blind eyes

It’s not just me dealing with these viscous things

projected like the image

of a BEAST

devouring all Divine things

“It’s like coming face to face

with your own God Danielle

You have to understand

it’s not easy to grasp”

THIS is what they all said

from beginning to end

I understand xenophobia so well

because I experienced it firsthand

Killing those they worship

is a birthright to them

Look at their fairy tales

bedtime stories

and

religious experiences

Isn’t that what happened

to Jesus

What about Mary Magdalene???

Look at the myths

from different cultures

They all say the same thing

If they could only learn to stop

worshiping

and lusting

and give up the envy

Letting that toxicity go

would be the sacrifice they need

to elevate enough

to begin to see

Instead, they sacrifice others

This has gone on longer

than anyone is willing to admit

What they are searching for

is within

Not without

GOD THE MOST HIGH

LIVES IN ALL LIVING THINGS

ALWAYS HAS

ALWAYS WILL

THIS IS THE COSMIC MATRIX

IT IS NATURAL ORDER

YOU CANNOT CONTROL

WHAT YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND

This poem has been hacked, in multiple locations, before I could even finish writing it

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Danielle Diew

ADOS, Pandora Whistleblower, Lolita Express, Torture Survivor. Life is a right fight for equality. Spiritual Warfare. THIS IS MY ONLY SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNT.