So Terrified Of Emotions
The Big Tell Installment
“Everything doesn’t need an emotional reaction”
The words of someone
Who doesn’t understand emotions
EVERYTHING has an emotional reaction
Either you recognize that
Or you don’t
Recognizing it IS EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE
SUPPRESSING IT IS NOT
THAT IS DYSFUNCTION TAUGHT
BY PREDATORS WHO LACK ACCOUTNABILILTY
WHY ACCOMODATE THEM?
To display or not to display
That is your first question
How to display the second
Assuming no display is winning
Reveals your lack of intelligence
Life was never a game
That was propaganda designed
By those who wanted to prey
But never pay
Every human has emotions about everything
If you don’t know this
You have much to learn
Emotions are literally a whole dimension
A gift
Without them you block access to realms
Only seen by those with courage enough
To face themselves in every way
Some call it heaven
Nirvana
Sprit
I call it life
Others call it conspiracy
You can see why it’s confusing
Shutting down your emotions
Doesn’t make you healthy
It makes you scared to express
There is no way to be authentic
When you can’t even be real with yourself
Display it or don’t
But in no way am I afraid
Every action has
An equal and opposite reaction
This is a fact
Your emotions will be equal to
The action directed at you
Minimizing that only aids the one projecting
Mange self
Yes
Manage others emotions
Never
This is controlling, abusive
BOOMERANG
YOU CAN HAVE YOUR ISH RIGHT BACK
Shutting down emotions isn’t “intelligence”
It’s toxic
Abusers and predators of every type
Expect you to obey such rules
That only benefit them
Just because you are told to behave that way
Doesn’t mean it’s correct
If it’s wrong
As abuse is
Face it
How?
LET THEM SEE
WHAT THEIR ACTIONS DID
HOWEVER YOU CHOOSE
This is called self care
If you can’t be real with self
Who can you be real with
Self care is not a trope
It’s a choice
I choose it every minute of every day
That’s doesn mean I choose narcissism either
It means I choose self care
But also
To communicate in whatever way
Will get the message across
If you won’t listen any other way
So be it if I have an emotional display
Why so afraid?
Believe it or not
Shopping sprees won’t accomplish this
You have to learn to navigate yourself
Before you can tell another about anything
Certainly don’t tell another
About something you can’t comprehend
Have you walked in my shoes
Then what can you tell me
About who and what I am
Let alone how I express
If you don’t like it
Walk away
But don’t feed the false narrative
Literally a dysfunctional trauma response
Is to paint emotions out as pathologial
Unproductive, or toxic
It is only that if you cause harm
The emotioal display itself
Will NEVER do this
HOW you emote it will
Your response if you choose to display it
Should be equal to the circumstance
As YOU experience it
A dysfunctional trauma response
Is to shut down your emotions
Because “what will people think”
Who cares
A healthy trauma response
Is to confront it
THE IMPORTANT THING IS
WHAT DO YOU THINK
ABOUT HOW YOU HAVE BEEN TREATED
If you don’t have the courage to stand up for self
How are you so superior
You can’t even overcome yourself
How are you so “tapped in”?
Minimizing, suppressing, denying, pathologizing emotion
Is a game played by Westerner’s
Who learned life is a game
So play it
These are abuse tacitcs
Deployed by abusers
Who want to escape accountability
For the damge they create
Hence the state of the world
DON’T BE AFRAID TO SPEAK
EVEN WITH EMOTION
IT LITERALLY MAKES YOU WHOLE
WHY SO AFRAID?
This tactic has been around
Since Fraud
Committed his fraud
Of claiming domestic violence & sexual assault victims
Suffer from histrionics
An old fashioned way
Of pathologizing a victims emotions
He got famous for it
Before that
He was a quack
It’s a gimmick
Like much of western psychology
PAY ATTENTION
He painted women out to be
Unstable for complaingin
And wanting to leave the abusers
These people were wealthy
He got paid to say they were sick
For experiencing “emotions”
Expressing them
Emoting
About being violated
Disrespected
Dehumanized
Abused
Neglected
WHY TF WOULD I FEED INTO THAT MISOGYNY MESS
MADNESS, EXTREMISM
All in the name of false “intelligence”
Emotions aren’t scary
They are to people who don’t know
What they are, what purpose they serve
How to navigate them
Don’t display emotions
A demanded predators make
The irony is
EVERYONE IN EVERY MOMENT IS SWIMMING IN EMOTION
SO WHY BE FAKE?
Managing someone else’s emotions
Is the epitome of controlling
Most people do it
When they have been called out
For being wrong about something
The extent to which you become uncomfortable
Is the extent to which you accuse the other
Of being wrong for displaying
Emotion
How infantile
Just be real
Authentic
It’s not as hard as you think
The very thing a human body needs
To function properly
Appropriate regulation of self
NOT THE SUPPRESSION OF EMTIONS
Only the dysfunctional
Who don’t want the accountability
Of knowing how their actions affect others
Complain of such things
Demand you be another way
I’M NOT HURTING A SOUL
WHY SHOULD I BEND
When you complain of such things
You display your ignorance
If you have no emotional reaction
That is arrested development
It’s not normal to suppress emotion
It’s abusive
It’s not positive to claim emotions are dysfunctional
That is literally psychopathic
It’s not productive to ignore your emotions
You literally are compounding the problem
It’s not healthy to deny what you feal
It protects the one who harms
Scapegoats the target
The amount of attacks and abuse I experience
Is profuse
I couldn’t possibly openly display all I feel
In every moment
But it doesn’t matter what I say
When I say it
How I say it
There will always be complaints
Why should I stop being me
Because you’re afraid of reality
Or don’t understand what it is
Why should I dumb myself down
To make you feel comfortable
Because I can face, express, emote
What you can’t
All of it
Any of it
Whenever, wherever, however I choose
I have the right to be whole
I won’t let anyone stop me ever again
I feel it, process it, move on with it
I openly respond to what I see fit
YOUR reaction to MY emotions
A tell
Anyone uncomfortable with emotions
Is unhealed
Uninformed
Uneducated about self
People tend to get insecure
Around those they think inferior
But find they understand things you don’t
Emotions are generally a first attack
“She got emotional, I won”
What game are you playing, life?
I don’t play that
I live it
Fully
Completely
At all times
I won’t stop
To make YOUR EMOTIONS
YOU TELLING ME NOT TO BE EMTIONAL
IS LITEARALLY TELLIG ME
TO PRIORITZE YOUR METIONS
No thanks
We can reach an agreement
Or not
Best walk away
Because I won’t stop being me
To make you feel comfortable
Ignoring self
I won’t make my emotions
My life experience
Fit your demands
I may compromise if I choose
But again, it’s my choice
Just like YOU make the choice
To ignore the fact that
I HAVE A RIGHT TO BE WHO I AM
But I will teach you a lesson
If you create the circumstance
If I feel the need
It’s my choice
My life
My experience
My right to be as I am
I don’t abuse
I don’t infringe
I don’t target
I don’t break the law
I don’t lie
I don’t harm
But I most certainly will protect
I simply tell the truth
As I experience it
IF THIS IS THREATENING
YOU NEED TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR
IF IT MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE
DO THE SAME
BUT STOP LECTURING ME
ABOUT DOING
WHAT IS ACTUALLY HEALTHY
WHOLE
HEALING
FOR EVERY HUMAN
All you are doing
Is telling those who
Harm, wrong, misjudge, slander
It’s okay to do it
And people have no right to react
Unless given permission
How sick is that?
Don’t police me or my tone
I’m not your child
Focus on self
YOU GOT ME FOXED UP
THIS IS WHO I AM
PUT SOME RESPECT ON IT
MOVE TF ON
OR GET BLASTED
You bring it on yourself
For assuming it’s okay
To be degrading
That’s not my problem
Until you make it that way
If I point it out
In whatever emotion I have
That is my prerogative
It doesn’t make me less of a person
Negative
Dysfunctional
Abusive
It means I refuse to take what you give
BOOMERANG
PANDORA BOWS TO NO ONE
No one should
I respect as long you do
When you violate that
You get what you give
Or whatever I choose
IT’S MY OPTION TO CHOOSE
AS I SEE FIT
WHY WOULD YOU EVEN DEMAND
THAT I CONFORM
WHEN I HAVE DONE NOTHING HARMFUL
TELL
SHE
