What Do You Stand For?
Whole Picture Poem
Before you come near
Let me be clear
He’s not dead
He’s fawning
It’s how wolves behave
When mortally wounded
I want you to understand
I want to be transparent
If you come near
The evil doesn’t go away
If you choose to try anyway
Everything changes
Can we beat him this time
Yes
But like everything else
There are consequences
Like people stalking
Diagnosing
Based on poetry
But I’m the one crazy? 😂
Who does that?
The desperate and needy
Those who are willing
To feed the predatory
Those who will do anything
For a paycheck
Funny
I’m the one trafficked
But those who sell themselves
Are the ones with no ethics
Corrupting all things
I digress
The point is
The targeting never ends
But neither does creation
Neither does love
Neither do emotions
Swimming all these years
It should be worth it
Perhaps in your world it is
For me
It’s withheld
The struggle continues
That doesn’t mean I surrender to it
It means I’m still resisting
Insanity and instability
Are not what happen
It’s the choices made
The chaos created
The intention for crazy making
Yet in this world
People blame the targets
For the evil inflicted
But people wonder
Why the world is sick
Claiming single moms
And Pookie did it
SMH
There’s always a better way
“I can’t help"
Is what the weak say
In the face of great suffering
“There is nothing we can do"
Is what the predators claim
Yet they expect us
To adhere to it
If being unstable and irrational
Means rejecting evil
I’ll embrace it
I don’t subscribe to labels
But if it makes you feel superior
Do what you feel you must
Because I assure you I am
My life is worth it
So is my fam
Your decision won’t change me
No abuse ever has
I get stronger sure
But I won’t cave under the pressure
I chanel the pain
Create
Transmute
Take action
I’m the same person I’ve always been
Wounded but adapted
I communicate without hesitation
But for decades
I held it all in
To protect innocents
When the time came to act
I did
So I Am
Therefore I Am
Refusing to suppress my expression
To protect predators reputations
Doesn’t make me sick
It makes you unstable for demanding
Foxing repugnant
I’d rather be alone
Tortured to my last breath
Than embracing hate
Racism
Predation
Extremism
Grift
Treason
Integrity and ethics are worth more
Than your last breath
You can reject that
But it won’t affect my essence
I Am that I Am
Created for a purpose
I’ll share the truth
Regardless of who complains
Or projects
I was “such a sweet girl"
But torture has consequences
Therefore I Am