What He Doesn’t Want Known
Pandora
I never waited
Every time he asked
I said no
Even in 2010
Even in 93'
He even left evidence
On stage
His tantrums reveal all
Always
So do the adlibs
Particularly during the songs
I wrote
Though he still refuses to admit it
I never waited
He kept me caged
Stealing
Paid to torture
Slander
Lie
Scheme
My fictive paid him to do it
It was the only way
My fictive could juice me
He’s been masking and caging
For decades
Selling me to the highest bidder
So they can juice me too
If he couldn’t have me
He preferred to slave me
Keep me from running
These last 3.75 years
Are all about him
Trying to figure out
How to cage me again
He tried everything
Even identity theft
Identity assumption
Using options to pretend
To be me
It’s funny
Everyone thinks he believed
He was in love
Truth is
He was always in love with caging me
He needed a body
To tap me
Because no one else
Was ever enough
He first said it in 90'
I thought he would have found
Someone
I thought he did
After all
He told the world it was real
Over and over and over
But those were lies told
His options were always that
The fakes
Like beards
He had to appear “normal”
Didn’t he
That’s why he didn’t care
About them cheating
Making babies
Outside the relationships
Screwing on his wedding day
Screwing in his bed
He knew
He didn’t care
The only time he did
Was when they blackmailed him
To stay away from me
Which they all did
Coincidence
No such thing in tradecraft
Then he felt snaked
Because they never cared
He was never faithful
The relationships were all fake
They were empty vessels
Grifters
Criminals
A body
Like enhanced porn
Viewing me
While doing them
She does this
She does that
Do it like this
Do it like that
This is what she does
Oh yeah like that
Watch
Listen
Yeah like that
I’ll pay for your surgery
She looks like this
She looks like that
That’s too small
Go much bigger
Wait
She didn’t care about that one
Get another one go bigger
Hers are massive
Wait she said you’re barely cute
Now I see you like that too
I have to look for someone cuter
Enter new option
How about this one
Look she’s singing to you like I do
I do I do I do I do I do
1 + 1 + 3
Yeah baby I love you I do
You and me and her make 3
I know that’s how it has to be
Seriously
He’s obsessed
But so are his weird options
Disgusting
The minimizations are dangerous
He uses women
To tap into my frequency
That’s why no one
Ever got a full anything
Ever
Trying to feel
What he did when he was with me
In person
He was addicted to finding
The perfect combination
A body to hold
While he hacked into my energy
My tech
My field
That’s why ALL THE WOMEN
Want to keep him tethered to me
Without me
They have nothing
No fire
No love
No passion
No energy
Nothing
He can’t even peak
Nothing
Just anger
Complaining
Greed
Sometimes kids
But mostly
They weren’t even his
See how that works
Blackmail scheme
Backfired
Karma at its highest
He should have just spoken up
Told the truth
Had courage
Instead
He was just weak and greedy
Look at the chaos he created
When I knew him
He wasn’t that confused
He still had a mind
He could think
He was human
Now he is posessed
Needs an exorcist
Needs intervention
Needs to stop
Habiting to death
Throwing tantrums
There is a better way
But not when surrounded by
Evil
He doesn’t care
He lost the connection and
Can no longer cope
He’s always used death threats
To control me
Now that I won’t let it matter
He feels there’s nothing left
So he drinks and drugs to death
Blaming me
For not coming back
But he still hasn’t balanced scales
C’est la vie
