What None Want Revealed
Pandora
I was NEVER in danger of dying
I told them to take bribes
I told them to watch
I told them to document
Where they messed up
They stole from me
They didn’t pay me back
They allowed their seat holders
To get out of hand
Because they were hamstrung by
Blackmail
Of course I’m pissed
That left me dangling
On the very ledge they were paid
To help manage
But couldn’t
Total weakness in the worst possible moment
They knew I wasn’t going to die
Regardless of attacks
The danger was pain
Suffering
Trauma
Torture
The danger was me losing my memories
They all tried to manipulate that
The fictive put me in this
They all knew that
It was an illegal experiment on
Life extension
I’ve gone through it decades
They knew I wouldn’t die
Because they have all watched me
Go through this
I trained ea h and every one of them
They knew who I was
From the beginning
They didn’t make me
I made them
Over an over and over again
All my life
I never die
But I always get sick
Then I heal
They ALL fall in love
With every version of me
They can’t seem to understand
I Am just me
I haven’t changed
They just can’t accept
That I’m not their projections
Cognitive dissonance
It’s not so easy to torture the innocent
Unless you aren’t human
Some of them aren’t
But some are and faking it
They all became obsessed
Watching someone
Under such conditions
Surveilling illegally 24/7
Year after year
Decade after decade
The object of their fetish
Where their passion blossoms
Of course it becomes an obsession
That’s why I didn’t blame them
I’m angry because
All of them
We’re too weak
To finish
My children and I suffered for it
They all fumbled the football
At the critical moment
EVERY SINGLE ONE
Not just the dark twin
They all chose him to scapegoat
Because he was the most vulnerable
Just like I was
Get it
They aren’t even loyal among themselves
They also refused to be accountable
To admit their errors
They ALL have been dependent on me
All my life
None of this is new
This is just the first time
I could blow the whistle in public
They never failed to ask me
To handle everything
They give thanks
They cry
They beg
They apologize
The vibe gifts
It’s NEVER enough
NEVER what I need
They admit their wrongdoing
Constantly
They all attempt to fix it
In THEIR OWN WAY
But always in private
In back channel comms
Where they like to keep me hidden
Juggling
Boxed in
I’m not doing that
I was bound to it before by tech
I escaped that
I’m NEVER going back
I don’t care who asks
But all still have debts
All must balance scales
This fact will never change
Until they take necessary actions
To clean this mess they all made
The purge remains
Even in my retirement
Until scales are balanced
I’ll be living my life
Without them
So Be It
Onward
